Sj bound baby.
I wanted to apologize because being with me didn’t met up to your expectations. People change, we change, it’s just how things turn out to be. I still don’t think you grasped the concept of that. I’m not in high school anymore and I can’t see you 5 times a week like I use to. Yes, you realize that, but you don’t want to accept it.
You question our relationship after a bad week and letting me go to pop, you wouldn’t be like this if it was any ordinary week. You act like i totally disregard you and not try. Yes we don’t talk on the phone like we use to and i know i haven’t been trying as much as i wish i said i would but this isn’t just a one sided relationship. Yeah, i may lack calling you and talking on the phone, but does that mean you have to lack that quality as well? Call me, talk to me, text me, its not like i’m not going to reply to you.
You say, this “relationship works on my own time.” are you saying i don’t put you into consideration? what about when you’re busy? do i get mad cause i can’t hang out with you either? how i see it, it makes you seem selfish. You accuse me of doing things (which aren’t entirely my fault), that you do as well, and i understand that. Just a week that we didn’t really get to talk or hang out and you complain that you’re “unhappy.” i try and i know i need to try more but its not good enough for you, but you know what? what about your part? do you give up, is that why you’re unhappy?
i know i haven’t been the best boyfriend and i’m sorry if i can’t make you happy. we just both have different expectations of one another at different times.
monica parales, my future wife! who saw her on nickalodeon earlier today? (=
LMAO, for you fucking vietnamese people out there.
LET THE COLLECTION BEGIN
I didn’t need a d40 to capture this moment.<3
it’d look alot better though, with a wide angle lens (; catch the whole rave.
and fuck the d40. 5d mk II > all. CANON BABY WHOOO! ahahhaha
you needed nic chagall to capture this moment ;P
So is this really it? Is this how its gonna end?
Really thought we’d work out, Now its like we’re not even friends
Gotta admit you really had me going But all I did was try my best
Now you’re acting all fucked up Making everything hopeless
All I wanted was a shot Only to be shot down
The way she once made me feel can’t ever be found
We had so much in common, but you threw it all away
Now I’m on over my head just like Ne-yo and The Fray
I guess you didn’t realize all the things I did for you
Now I’m sitting here regretting what to do
Cause it was us that I wanted to take a risk
But I guess our existence will never come true.
You rather take care of yourself before taking care of others, and i respect that. But on the contrary, I came to realize I do the exact opposite.
I rather make others happy before myself, which can be bad at times, but hey, that’s just the type of guy I am.
When two people come together like this, it won’t always work out, the pavements are uneven, and meeting halfway is usually impossible.
One person will always want it their way, while the other person can’t do much but give in.
People put on fake smiles all the time just to prove something, show they can be happy, when usually that’s not the case.
I realized it all last night, but it’s okay, you had fun, and that’s all that matters to me now.
Good luck with the next, because I’m already gone.